No word from grad school yet, and honestly, the closer I get to hearing back from them, the less I want to go. That's fucked, I know. Can't help it, though. Just in the last couple of months, I've really felt like I've found my niche around here. I have a great group of friends who, now that the weather is nicer, I see more and more often. We have so much fun together, and I finally don't feel like an outsider amongst them anymore. When I think about having to leave them behind, I get a little sad, honestly. So if grad school doesn't work out, I think I need to work on finding a need in this, relative area, that isn't being fulfilled, and fill it. I want to be In Charge, I want to be the Center of Attention, and I want to tell people what to do. How hard can it be to find something that corresponds to all of that?
Ha! We'll see!
