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I like to say that I'm not normally an overly emotional person, but that's not really true. The truth is that I'm incredibly emotional; I'm just terrified of showing the emotions to anyone. It all comes down to weakness and the fact that I don't want people to think that that's what I am. I'm learning to not worry about that so much. I'm beginning to see that showing all of my emotions, not just the happy or angry ones, only makes me a more complete and real person. I'm thinking about this right now because I just watched a movie that made me cry. A lot. Happy crying, sad crying, incredulous crying...you name it, the movie covered it. It felt good. And it felt even better when my dude came out of the bedroom (because he wasn't interested in watching the chick flick) and I told him about the incessant crying. I'm not sure that I've ever admitted to him that a movie made me cry.